Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Lost my future wife...

It's over yo :/

easy come easy go I guess

see ya'll in the street xo

Sunday, October 19, 2008

LR: Got my future wife...

There is a lay report well before this I was suppose to write up but fuck it lets get to the real shit.

Yesterday, I got my future wife. Met her after a jugglar talk he was doin in my city. She was amongst the numbers of a six number hall that day, was a good night.

All gawjus but she was hands down the most beautiful. She is honestly like a 12! I didn't really care for the others. One didn't reply and the others faded out in their own right because my heart wasn't in it for any kind of pursuit. All my attention went on her, when it really got going I told previous girls sorry I'm out and didn't get with anyone just in case for the small chance she might see me, I was a good boy. Maybe it's too early and it could go balls up but fuck it you know, just fuck it, fuck it right in its ass haha.

I think about her constantly, fuck I just can't stress enough how gawjus she is, no known issues as well. Sorry fellas I'm not going to give much details for this one, this one is personal but I went direct and off the cusp like I always do never reusing anything previous (gets that creative shit flowing), telling her straight when she asked,

"Can you make me a dress?" (I do design) I replyed with,
"Yeah I'll design your wedding dress when we get married."
I was being fucking serious too haha

Throughout from first meeting her to finally hitting the sack a week later it was a challenge cause the whole time when I was getting my mack on I was like "Fuck me, do I deserve a girl like this! She is fucking incredible!!!" limiting belief bullshit and it took a whole other bag of inner collectedness to not fuck it up. Still can't believe she's into me.

This girl is so hot that if you got to bang her you'd cum in her on purpose and try and lock her in with pregnancy, it took a whole bag of inner collectedness to not do that haha

Now dealing with the semi "girls fuck you over man!" mentality the 'community teaches but right now I'll give her the benefit of the doubt, if it goes awry I can always pick myself up, polish off the rust and hit the streets again.

Is this my signing off? Dunno, like always I'mma always play it by ear.

Here's some stuff to hopefully make you whole stepping to girls game dope,

Keep everything original and try not too even reuse the fresh lines that happen to pop up in your brain from previous occasions when chatting with her. After awhile you'll get that creative spike and you'll be making good call after good call and you'll fucking fry any routine head that wastes his life with rote memorisation.

Stay cool calm and collected baby. Relax.

I hope to God this works out haha,

take it easy

zib