Yeah I know ain't been around and it's totally bad I know but I gotta record all this shit and sometimes you're just lazy as fuck, you know how it isssssssssssss
last week Saturday was at the casino in the jewel room, step to 3 birds during the night. 1st time really had generated some interest was going really well, got 8 out of 10 when I guessed what shes like as a person. Got hurried up through the next hunny later got told straight out by this hot blonde and her regular friend "This guy is talking bullshit". Was funny as fuck but whats even better is I stood my ground and didn't back away with my tail between my legs.
After that I went out a couple times and didn't step during week night hits and because of that approach anxiety was creeping back (it never goes but it's important to maintain). So I made the Saturday night my mission to rebreak that horse.
On Saturday 10th went to the city - step to 3 in the first club. First one goes "You have to say better shit than that if you want to pick up chicks" haha - that's good as gold, but I stood my ground in there (That's one thing I do well which is not running off like a little pussy when shit goes bad which is unfortunately happening alot during this learning process). Another time out in the clubs smoke room I was urging JM to step to this group of like six girls he staled so I stepped in for him, girls didn't know shit off english (JM likes asians for those who ain't regular readers) This full occa Australian (basically talks like Steve Irwin) comes in and decides to translate for me, the occa bird was later joined by her hot friends she was rubbing up all over me giving me hugs and shit and her friends seem to generally open towards me smiling an shit at the idiocy of occa chick which we where all laughing at, she rocked though fuck knows why but then I bailed. Walking towards the other club full of asians (it was JM's birthday ya see :D) I open these two girls walking, the hot little blonde wasn't having none of it but she opened up as I talked to the other. Ran my shit got hugs out of them as we split up to different clubs - interesting thing here is she was trying to fuck me off at first but I plowed, well done to me for that shit ayeeeeeeeee
Anyways we're in mini Asia, JM is loving it and to be honest there was some absolute oriental quality up in there. The club was doing this thing where you had alittle card and if you found a female with the opposite card you could both get free drinks, brilliant! I was using that to step to everyone (I didn't count as an official approac because it wasn't really approaching not as I see it anyway - crutches). Got talking to this bisexual who had the same card, don't get excited she was only a 6.5 she was grinding up on me though running her hands up on me and shit while we got our drinks, talk was very sexual at one point bragging about how she was banging her female friends on the regular I was careful not to get all excited here, it was in the bag for a make out and a number but JM couldn't hold the fat friend long enough and the fat friend gave the old "Hey let's go dance..." Didn't know how to work it after that, actually I did but didn't have the balls to go for the kiss/number close. GONE
Later schemed more of those cards and basically stepped to the girls (lost count) trying to find an opposite card person. Was interesting seeing the reactions - lots of bitchiness, some friendliness, not really any super interests :( aww well the game is ruff baby.
I did notice because I'm working on my comfort zone I did vibe alot better once I did get the ball rolling after the opener and shit - I know I can do this
caught up, hopefully next posts will be more detailed
peacccccccccccce
zib
SHIT TO DO
-Push the limit of the comfort zone, in fact break it
-More approaches
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