-Breaking approach anxiety (Fri 12-01-06)

So I'm writing this presently on the 20th even though it happened on the 12th (Just been busy/lazy and what not). On Friday because I had been out with friends and solo and basically never stepped to girls lately because of various issues and insecurities that mounted up I decided to try the PAIR system at fast seduction looking for a wingman again. I had tried it before and actually went out a couple times with one bloke but it didn't click when we where out in field and we ended up even when it got serious going out weekly - just both holding up the wall then taking the long ride home cursing at ourselves as too why we didn't just walk up and chat to anyone.
Anyways I'm diverging, I actually went out with a pretty good bloke - he's been into it for ages (haha reading over this I realised this sounds well across the borderline homo - but oi, nah man nah) like myself and after the awkward meet-up which is almost always borderline weird and homosexual at the beer cafe we figured each other as good blokes and decided to hit the clubs. We went to club Scotland’s and it was chocked wall to wall with fresh looking beautiful women however their was a problem, it was happening again where I was bypassing anyone who was an absolute honey and just doing laps of the club with the new wingman in toe - I figured great "Another wasted fearful night". We stopped by the designated smoko section 'Holding up the wall' just chatting more pickup shit I saw three girls hanging by the side of the dance floor a 6.5, 7 and a 7.5 I mentioned to the new wing I thought I may of knew her, but I didn’t she just looked very similar to a hottie I knew. I grabbed my inner balls told the new wing "Fuck it I'm going in."
(Now this is some shit to write about!) The adrenalin was pumping as I made my way towards the three - they where looking elsewhere I opened with an opinion I wanted to get their perspective on, as I opened they where somewhat startled and the 7.5 was already giving me raised eyebrows, I collectively calmly expressed the opener while my insides where ringing alarm bells of nervousness, I was fronting like I had it together - you know being confident, apparently chicks like that :D. The girls couldn't hear me and asked to say what I was saying again.
"This'll take a SECOND"
I expressed harshly getting over the 7.5's shit test
"Do you reckon it's alright for a girl to smack the shit out of her boyfriend just because she see's him talking to another girl?"
I didn't hear what the responses where I was too busy getting the stack response loaded
"I mean, I'm a sociable person and I was just sitting there and then smack! Hit for like the 47th time".
The girls all laughed, I ignored the 7.5 and 7 spitting this shit to the 6.5 while making sure to communicate with arm touches and what not. JM the new wing entered the set, he started spitting game to the 6.5, and I directed my attention to the 7 ignoring the 7.5.
"Let me guess you're an emotional person aren't you"
"Umm…"
CUT
"Are you smart, are you artistic, are you creative, are you fun loving…”
(kept this going and I sensed even the 7.5 was impressed I was not spitting normal stupid shit like "Where do you work?" etc) I began giving the cube, I knew I was always good at it and I got an 8 out of 10 for it meanwhile JM had been blown out. Fuck knows why I left I suppose I was thinking they'd call me back but after I told all the girls to give me a big group hug before I leave, they all laughed again. Here is where I saw some matrix happening, when I did that and started to walk off I noticed a whole pile of girls just staring over at me slightly smirking giving me the proximity thing it was great and I felt like a pimp. I still believe if I saw them again later that night it would have been a done deal on something! Should have tried for a number but it probably wouldn't have flown because the courtship was well on the way but underdone. Later that night we hit up some Japanese chicks because JM as an Asian fetish.
Before that their was no one in Club Hell (An Asian joint) so we went to Face club. We circled but I was buzzing from breaking the approach anxiety before hand JM opened a lone wolf - he got blown out so he moved on to her friend who was seated right beside her, I opened her turns out she couldn't speak much English (Whether she was faking it or not I don't know) but it staled and I was talking like a broken robot anyway "CAN - Y - OUUND - ER - STAN - D - MEEE?". Guess I got blown out but I didn't really care. I had fun, later as I was walking out I saw her smoking a cigarette I shouted "Byyyeee" smiling and left it for home early because I had another engagement (Yes it did exist)

Great night

Next: -Fun at Mont'e Claire
-Missing out on dream girl
-Piece of cheese
-Look of disgust
-Penny/Penis
-Not to good but still fun

More shit to do - Approach much more
-More negs